I Avoid Everything And Everyone When I’m Depressed

  • This Is So Me!!! Someone Could Invite Me Somewhere Maybe A Party And I Would Tell Them That I’m Coming And Don’t Go. At Times I Would Really Wanna Go, I’ll Do My Hair And Find Something Nice To Put On Set A Time I’ll Jump In The Tub Before I go And All. See, About 30 Minutes Before It’s Time To Get Ready….. I’m Coming Up With A Excuse Not To Go. My Mind Starts Wandering Either I’m Thinking I’m Not Gon Like It Or I’ll Wish I Never Went. Sometimes’ I Just Sit And Overthink The Whole Situation Giving Myself A Headache. I Always Do That To Myself. One Minute I’m In The Mood To Go Somewhere Than The Next I’m Not In The Mood. It’s Crazy Because Some People Really Think I Be Changing My Mind Just Because. I Really Don’t. I Get Tired Of Being Inside All Day And I Really Be Wanting To Get Out The House You Know? If You Deal With Major Depression, You’ll Understand What I’m Trying To Say. You’ll Understand. Depression Is A Chemical Imbalance I Can Take Medication Yes But Honestly I Don’t Wish It On Nobody. With Depression It Feels Like You Are At War With Your Own Brain. Your Brain Is Like Your Enemy. Do Y’all Understand What I’m Saying? Your Own Brain Telling You Your Not Good Enough Or You Awful Person. Not To Mention If Someone Says “Suck It Up!” Or ,”Deal With It!” Those Are People Who Don’t Understand. If You Don’t Know Or Experienced It Shut Your Mouth. Simple. Soon, I’m Getting Into Details About Depression Symptoms And Emotions Some People Hide. Stay Tuned…. Maybe Tomorrow Or Wednesday. Depression Is Real And People Think It Be A Joke Like It’s Something You Just Snafb_img_1534175487697811661660.jpgp Out Of. ✋🛑🚦

Published by Expressive Jackie

Hello Beautiful People, My Name Is Jackie. I Am 31yrs Old And I Have A 9yrs Old Son. Who I Love So Much!!! His Name Is Jayden. I Also Love To Write, Take Pictures,And Help Others. I Suffer With Major Depression And Anxiety On A Daily Basis But I Try Not To Let It Stop Me. God Got Me!!!

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