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Good Morning! I Know It’s Been Awhile.

Hello Everyone! I Know It’s Been Awhile Since I Have Posted But It’s Because I Had To Be A Mother First And Also Take Care Of Myself. My Son Is Much Better He Has A Appointment Tomorrow With His Primary Care Physician. They Prescribed Him Steroids In The Emergency Room. They Asked If He Had Asthma But I Told Them He Had No History Of It And That At The Age Of 4 I Got Him Checked For Asthma But They Said He Was Too Young Or Something Like That The Dr Told Me. Idk! I Will See What His Doctor Say Tomorrow. Me, I’m Okay I Guess. What About You Guy’s? I Have Been Driving Myself To Headaches Just Over Thinking Everything. I Already Don’t Get Much Sleep. Plus, What Happened With My Son The Other Day. That Was Scary For Me. He’s My Miracle Baby. I Will Not Let Anything Happened To Him. Life Wouldn’t Be Life Without My Muscle Man. He Is Very Strong. He’s Been Through So Much Already Since He Was Born So That Kind Of Had Me Depressed And Scared. Over Thinking It. Right Now I’m Laying Down Trying To Avoid A Headache. I Took 2 Excedrin For Migraine That Usually Helps. I’m Thinking Positive Even Though My Mind Not Trying Too. I Will Not Let My Depression Get The Best Of Me. I Can’t! I Will Continue To Take My Medicine And Keep Pushing Myself. How Many Of You Suffer With Depression And Sometimes Emotions Just Overwhelmed You? Like It’s Emotions You Can’t Help? Everytime I Get Like That I’ll Just Write. I Actually Love To Write I Just Stopped For So Long. I had To Get Myself Together I Was Letting My Depression Get To Me. I Was Diagnosed With Major Depression. When I Get To Depressed I Do Have A counselor I Can Talk Too. It’s Just The Opening Up Part. Telling Others What’s Going On With Me Is Hard. I Don’t Like To Feel Like I’m Putting My Problems On Someone Else. Which I Also Know It Isn’t Good To Keep Everything Bottled Up. Maybe Sooner Or Later I Can Open Up Honestly. My Emotions Sometimes Take Over But Most Times I Distract It By Reading Or Writing Or I Even Listen To Music. When You Are Depressed What Are Something’s You Do To Distract Those Emotions? Like Right Now My Son Is At School And I’m Just Laying Down Watching A Movie. Before Watching The Movie I Was Sad And About To Give Myself A Headache. I Have Friends Who Think It’s So Easy To Just Shake The Feelings And Emotions. I Wish It Was Like That, I Wish It Was That Easy. If You Haven’t Experienced It Don’t Say Nothing! I Have Had Some Much Going On And So Much Have Happened But I Will Never Give Up. That Is Not A Option!

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Hello Beautiful People, My Name Is Jackie. I Am 31yrs Old And I Have A 9yrs Old Son. Who I Love So Much!!! His Name Is Jayden. I Also Love To Write, Take Pictures,And Help Others. I Suffer With Major Depression And Anxiety On A Daily Basis But I Try Not To Let It Stop Me. God Got Me!!!

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