Feeling Alone Depression Has You Gone(In The Mind)

Everyday And Every Night Is A Fight. A Fight With My Mind. No Matter How Much I Try To Be Happy My Mind Says Oh No Jackie! Always So Sad. I’m Hardly Ever Glad. Waking Up Each Day Always Sad. Nobody To Talk Too. There’s A House Full Of People But Nobody To Run Too. Knowing No One Understands You Or What You Going Through. Everyday Everytime The Fights You Have With Your Mind. Everyday I’m Feeling Restless And Blue. Everyday I’m Having These Different Emotions Always Feeling Hopeless. Not To Sure How To Cope It. Just About Everyday I’m Overthinking. Not Sure If I’m Going Insane. I Drive Myself To A Migraine.

All The Darkness I Feel Inside. Just Makes Me Go Hide. Sometimes I Go Hide And A Cry. Wishing I Could Control All These Thoughts I Feel Inside. Wishing I Had Someone Who Understands And Someone I Could Confide In. Someone Who Would Understand Me And Not Judge Me. Someone Who’ll Be There To Hug Me. Someone That’ll Understand Depression Isn’t A Choice. Someone Who Understands Depression Is Rough. Each And Everyday You Just Walking Around Moping. Always Feeling Broken.

If Only I Had Someone. Someone Who Would Really Care. Someone Who’s Gonna Be There. Everyday It’s Like I Am At War With My Own Mind. I Just Can’t Control These Feelings That I Feel Inside. All The Guilt, Hurt, And Pain Sometimes I Feel Like I’m Going Insane. Depression Man! Making You Feel Shame. Man I Don’t Feel The Same. Everyday It’s Hard To Get Up. Sometimes I Don’t Even Get Up.

Nobody To Talk Too And Nobody To Run Too. I Really Hate What I Go Through. Waking Up Everyday With Nothing To Do. Moping Around The House Like There’s Nothing To Lose. Afraid To Talk To Anyone Because They Won’t Understand What I’m Going Through. Feeling Like No One Cares For You. That’s A Feeling I Wouldn’t Want Anybody To Go Through. Always In The Room Sitting Around Thinking Like Jackie Don’t Let That Depression Take Over You!!

Good Morning πŸ˜ƒ Everyone!! I Hope All Of You Have A Great And Blessed Day!! Also I Hope You All Like, Comment, And Even Share. Depression Is Hard Depression Is Even Tough But I Won’t Give Up! Also Yesterday Was My Son’s Birthday πŸŽ‚πŸŽ‚πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŽπŸŽ He Is Now 9 Years Old!! I Now Have A 9Yr Old!! Wow, How Time Flies! My Son Has Been Through So Much. And Because Of Him… I Will Never Give Up! His Name Is Jayden You Guys. We All Call Him JJ because He Looks So Much Like Me. Jackie Jr(JJ) Hahaha πŸ˜† But This Is The Honest Truth.

Excuse The Picture He Was Eating Pizza. This Is My Miracle, My Twin, My Whole Heart, My Handsome Face, My Ace(Haha) My Main Main And So More! He Is The Reason I’ll Never Give Up! He Is The Reason I Work Harder And Harder To Get This Depression In Order! Like, Comment, And Share Y’all!! Be Back Later 😘😘😘