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Depression 5

Sitting All Alone. Everyone’s AskingWhat’s Wrong?” You Say Nothing Is Wrong Knowing You Feel Like You Can’t Go On. Afraid To Say How You Feel Cause Others Won’t Think It’s Real. They Won’t Understand My Pain. If They Actually Paid Attention They’ll Notice I’m Not The Same. I Don’t Do What I Once Loved Anymore. Sometimes I Don’t Walk Out The Door. Sitting Home Feeling Alone And Sad. I Hope This Is Almost Over I’ll Be Glad. No One Will Understand My Pain. I Say I’m Okay To Others But Deep Inside I’m Going Insane. Having No One To Talk Too Makes It Even Harder. Not A Sister Not A Brother. I Have Plenty Siblings But They Must Feel Like I’m Kidding. All These Feelings I Feel In Me Sometimes I Feel Like I’m Going Crazy. One Day I’m Happy And The Next I’m Snappy. Looking And Thinking Like Jackie What Happened?!

Feeling Like I’m Not Enough. Having Depression Is Rough! Feeling Like I’m Gonna Lose My Mind. Because Of All Those Emotions I Feel Inside. Everybody Gone On With Their Life. While I’m Still Sitting Here With This Everyday Fight. This Can’t Be Life. It Just Isn’t Right. Why Must Depression Be Apart Of My Life.

Feeling Lost And Confused Not Knowing What To Do. Feeling Lost And Depressed All This Is A Lot Of Stress. Being Depressed isn’t the best. I Can’t Believe People Actually Think We Made Up This Mess. Being Depressed! I Wish!! If Depression Was A Choice Believe Me I Wouldn’t Choose It. Sometimes I Wish I Could Remove It!

My Favorite Actor And Comedian Robin Williams Dealt With Depression. RIP!!! Depression Is Real And It Can Be A Big Deal! It Isn’t Made Up! Having Depression Can Be Rough Rough! When I Heard About Robin Williams Dying It Broke My Heart! I Grew Up Watching Robin Williams. Never Thought He Was Suffering From This Thing Called Depression. He Was Always Funny And Smiling. I Know How It Is Too Be Funny And Smiling But Deep Inside Your Crying. No Amount Of Money Can Make You Happy. Knowing Deep Down You Are So Unhappy. Knowing Deep Down You Feel Like You Aren’t Worth It. Deep Down Robin Williams Probably Felt Deserted. Keep Getting Your Rest! Robin Williams You Was The Best!!

Believe Me I Know How It Feels!! Depression Is Really Real. Depression Kills. I Deal With Depression Everyday So Yeah It’s Real!!! I Wish Depression Was Fake Like Some Of You Folks Say!! So I Can Go On Everyday Not Feeling Like A Mistake! So I Can Go On Everyday Not Feeling Hopeless And Tired! I’ll Be Able To Live My Life And Enjoy Like Everybody!!

Good Afternoon 😃 Everyone!! How’s Everyone Day Going? Mine Is Going Great So Far. My Son Jayden Is Gone For The Weekend With His Dad. He’s Excited About Being Out Of School For The Christmas Break. They Had A Week Off For Thanksgiving. All These Holidays Came Quick. Happy Holiday’s To You All And To Your Families. I Hope It’s All Nothing But Blessings, Love, And Filled With Happiness. 😍😘🥰🙌🏾 Remember To Tell That Depression Your Not Having It! Since My Son Left I’ll Just Catch Up On Some Rest I Guess. And If Not That I’ll Just Do Some Writing.

P.s I Hope You Guys Like, Share, And Comment. 😀😇😉🥰😘 And Follow.

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Hello Beautiful People, My Name Is Jackie. I Am 31yrs Old And I Have A 9yrs Old Son. Who I Love So Much!!! His Name Is Jayden. I Also Love To Write, Take Pictures,And Help Others. I Suffer With Major Depression And Anxiety On A Daily Basis But I Try Not To Let It Stop Me. God Got Me!!!

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