Good Morning! I Know It’s Been Awhile.

Hello Everyone! I Know It’s Been Awhile Since I Have Posted But It’s Because I Had To Be A Mother First And Also Take Care Of Myself. My Son Is Much Better He Has A Appointment Tomorrow With His Primary Care Physician. They Prescribed Him Steroids In The Emergency Room. They Asked If He Had Asthma But I Told Them He Had No History Of It And That At The Age Of 4 I Got Him Checked For Asthma But They Said He Was Too Young Or Something Like That The Dr Told Me. Idk! I Will See What His Doctor Say Tomorrow. Me, I’m Okay I Guess. What About You Guy’s? I Have Been Driving Myself To Headaches Just Over Thinking Everything. I Already Don’t Get Much Sleep. Plus, What Happened With My Son The Other Day. That Was Scary For Me. He’s My Miracle Baby. I Will Not Let Anything Happened To Him. Life Wouldn’t Be Life Without My Muscle Man. He Is Very Strong. He’s Been Through So Much Already Since He Was Born So That Kind Of Had Me Depressed And Scared. Over Thinking It. Right Now I’m Laying Down Trying To Avoid A Headache. I Took 2 Excedrin For Migraine That Usually Helps. I’m Thinking Positive Even Though My Mind Not Trying Too. I Will Not Let My Depression Get The Best Of Me. I Can’t! I Will Continue To Take My Medicine And Keep Pushing Myself. How Many Of You Suffer With Depression And Sometimes Emotions Just Overwhelmed You? Like It’s Emotions You Can’t Help? Everytime I Get Like That I’ll Just Write. I Actually Love To Write I Just Stopped For So Long. I had To Get Myself Together I Was Letting My Depression Get To Me. I Was Diagnosed With Major Depression. When I Get To Depressed I Do Have A counselor I Can Talk Too. It’s Just The Opening Up Part. Telling Others What’s Going On With Me Is Hard. I Don’t Like To Feel Like I’m Putting My Problems On Someone Else. Which I Also Know It Isn’t Good To Keep Everything Bottled Up. Maybe Sooner Or Later I Can Open Up Honestly. My Emotions Sometimes Take Over But Most Times I Distract It By Reading Or Writing Or I Even Listen To Music. When You Are Depressed What Are Something’s You Do To Distract Those Emotions? Like Right Now My Son Is At School And I’m Just Laying Down Watching A Movie. Before Watching The Movie I Was Sad And About To Give Myself A Headache. I Have Friends Who Think It’s So Easy To Just Shake The Feelings And Emotions. I Wish It Was Like That, I Wish It Was That Easy. If You Haven’t Experienced It Don’t Say Nothing! I Have Had Some Much Going On And So Much Have Happened But I Will Never Give Up. That Is Not A Option!

Depression Is An Illness Not A Choice

Good Morning Everyone! I Hope You All Are Having A Great Morning. My Morning Is Going Great And I Plan For It To Stay This Way. Yesterday I Mentioned My Son Had Trouble Breathing And I Had To Rush Him To The Hospital. They Had To Give Him 2 Treatments And Steroids. And I Was Told To Follow Up With His Primary Care Dr. He Has No History Of asthma! That Was Scary But He Is Feeling Much Better And Doing Better. I Made His appointment, It Is For Tomorrow Morning. Thanks So Much For Checking On My Son Everyone. I Will Keep You All Updated. Those Who Know Me Know How I Am With My Son. I Loss A little Girl Year’s Before Him And I Couldn’t Handle It If Anything Happened To My JJ. Thank God He’s Okay.

Ok So Just Has The Title Says Depression Is An Illness I Have To Live With. This Is Not By Choice! I Didn’t Make Myself Depressed. I Don’t Want To Be Depressed. I Didn’t Make Myself Depressed. Depression Isn’t Something I Chose Or Would Choose. Who Would Want Mixed Feelings Or Happy One Minute And Sad Maybe 20 Minutes Later?! Who Wouldn’t Want To Get Up In The Morning Especially On A Beautiful Day? Who Would Want To Just Cry For No Reason?! Like Really? You Know There’s Some People That Think You Have A Choice To Be Depressed?! I Really Wish I Could “Snap Out Of It” But It Doesn’t Work That Way. That’s Why If You Haven’t Experienced It Before You Won’t Understand. Honestly, No One Would Choose This. I Don’t Wish This Upon No One. Can You Believe That There’s Some People That Think You Chose To Be Depressed?! They Just Don’t Understand That It Is Not A Decision We (I) Made!! That’s Just Stupid. But Hey Your Going To Run Into Some People That Don’t Believe In Depression, anxiety, Or Bipolar And Many Other Mental Illnesses Because They Haven’t Experienced Any Of Them. They Don’t Know What You Are Going Through. Through It All, I Continue To Pray And Ask God To Help Me Take Control And Day By Day I Noticed I Am Taking Over My Depression I’m Not Letting It Take Over Me. Letting Go And Letting God!!

I Know God Got Me. I Pray Everyday. I Pray Even More When I’m Depressed. I Pray On My Good Days And I Pray On My Bad Days. Some Nights I Can’t Even Get To Sleep Because Of My Mind Just Wandering All Over The Place And Won’t Stop. I sit And Talk To God. He’s My Friend. He’s My counselor. I Believe He Has Me Here For Reason. Even When I Feel Like Nothing I Know God Got Me Here To Be Something.

Hello I’m Back Guys!!

Good Morning Everyone, Sorry I Haven’t Been On But My Son Had Trouble Breathing And Was In The Hospital. That Was So Scary! Also It Triggered My Depression. I Felt Like Why Am I Blogging? I’m Not Giving Up Though. You Never Know Who I Came Help Just By Reading My Situations And Experiences. I’m Getting Ready Now For My Appointment At Behavior Health In About 20 Minutes. I Always Wait Until It’s Really Close To Make A Move And Get Dressed. I Was So Close to Cancelling It, That’s Just How I Get. I Don’t Feel Like Going And I Already Feel Drained!! Have You Ever Been Do Tired And Sad Your In A Place Full Of People And Still Feel Empty, Lost, And Lonely? It’s Like Your There But Your Not? I Feel Like That Today. I’m Just So Tired Of These Mixed Feelings! Ok Guy’s I’m Headed To My Appointment And I Will Talk To You Guy’s After.

Have You Ever Wondered Why?!

Sometimes’ I Just Wonder Why? Why Must My Mind Wonder. Why Must My Brain Go Insane? Why Do I Have To Feel This Way? This Isn’t Okay. I Feel This Way Just About Everyday. I Still Try To Smile, Even When I’m Feeling Down. It’s Like My Brain My Enemy, It Doesn’t Want Me To Do Anything. Why Must I Feel This Way, This Is Not Okay! #Depression #MentalHealth #Life p.s Good Morning Everyone. I Pray You All Have A Good Day.

Looks Can Be Deceiving

Hello Everyone I’m Not Sure If I Ever Introduced Myself But So Here It Is. My Name Is Jacqualine I Am 30Yrs Old. I Go By Jackie For Short. My Name So Long I Hate It Haha. I Have. Son Name Jayden He’s 8Yrs Old Making 9 Soon And I’ll Be 31 Soon. I Suffer With Major Depression/GAD And It’s Ok!!! I May Have Depression But I Won’t Let Depression Have Me! I Love To Write In General And I Love Writing Poems. You Guy’s Will See For Yourself. Follow My Blog You Won’t Be Sorry I Have A lot To Talk About. I Have A lot To Express. Something I Should Have Done Along Time Ago. I Take Things Step By Step And Day By Day And I Never Forget To Pray!!!! A Lot Of People Say, “You Don’t Look Like You’ll Have Depression.” Really? Wow Or They’ll Say, “You Don’t Look Depressed!” Wow Haha I Hear A Lot Of Crazy Things. I Have No Shame. I Let It Be Known And I Deal With It. Can You Look Depressed? Or Can You Look Like You Have Depression? I Mean, You Can Tell Sometimes If A Person Is Sad. Honestly, You Never Know What A Person Is Going Through. That’s One Saying That Is Real. You Can’t Go By The Outside. Just Like You Can’t Judge A Book By It’s Cover! Even When I’m Hurt Or Going Through Something I Smile Sometimes. I Catch Hell Almost Everyday From Depression. One Minute I’m Happy The Next Minute I Just Want to Break Down And Cry. One Minute I’m Feeling Great About Myself And The Next I’m Thinking “You Are Nothing.” That Plus More So You Can’t Say I Don’t Look Like I Don’t Have Depression. It’s Not A Game You Win It’s A Complete Nightmare. A Complete Headache.

What Is Depression?

Depression Is Real. Depression Kills. Depression Is Different Emotions. Depression Have You Feeling Hopeless. Depression Isn’t All In The Mind. Depression Has Many Sign’s. Depression Isn’t Something You Can Just Snap Out Of. Depression Isn’t Something You Can Just Make Up. Depression Is Being Lonely In A Room Full Of People. Depression Is When You Don’t Feel Like Eating. Depression Is A Zombie. Your Alive But Your Dead. Your Unknowing Of What’s Happening Here Your The Walking Dead. Depression Is When All You Want To Do Is Cry. Depression Is When You Feel Like Your Dying Inside. Depression Is Apart Of My Life.

Good Morning, I Came Up With This Poem And Just Started Typing. I Hope You Like ♥️♥️ And Hit That Follow Button. 😉😄👌I Hope Everyone Is Having A Great Morning!!

I Avoid Everything And Everyone When I’m Depressed

  • This Is So Me!!! Someone Could Invite Me Somewhere Maybe A Party And I Would Tell Them That I’m Coming And Don’t Go. At Times I Would Really Wanna Go, I’ll Do My Hair And Find Something Nice To Put On Set A Time I’ll Jump In The Tub Before I go And All. See, About 30 Minutes Before It’s Time To Get Ready….. I’m Coming Up With A Excuse Not To Go. My Mind Starts Wandering Either I’m Thinking I’m Not Gon Like It Or I’ll Wish I Never Went. Sometimes’ I Just Sit And Overthink The Whole Situation Giving Myself A Headache. I Always Do That To Myself. One Minute I’m In The Mood To Go Somewhere Than The Next I’m Not In The Mood. It’s Crazy Because Some People Really Think I Be Changing My Mind Just Because. I Really Don’t. I Get Tired Of Being Inside All Day And I Really Be Wanting To Get Out The House You Know? If You Deal With Major Depression, You’ll Understand What I’m Trying To Say. You’ll Understand. Depression Is A Chemical Imbalance I Can Take Medication Yes But Honestly I Don’t Wish It On Nobody. With Depression It Feels Like You Are At War With Your Own Brain. Your Brain Is Like Your Enemy. Do Y’all Understand What I’m Saying? Your Own Brain Telling You Your Not Good Enough Or You Awful Person. Not To Mention If Someone Says “Suck It Up!” Or ,”Deal With It!” Those Are People Who Don’t Understand. If You Don’t Know Or Experienced It Shut Your Mouth. Simple. Soon, I’m Getting Into Details About Depression Symptoms And Emotions Some People Hide. Stay Tuned…. Maybe Tomorrow Or Wednesday. Depression Is Real And People Think It Be A Joke Like It’s Something You Just Snafb_img_1534175487697811661660.jpgp Out Of. ✋🛑🚦

Signs Of Depression

Depression Has Many Sign’s

A Video I Made About Signs Of Depression. I Hope You Guy’s Like It.

Watch “DO YOU DEAL WITH DEPRESSION?” on YouTube

Something I Made On YouTube.

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Depression

I Know Just How She Feel!! #Depression #MentalHealth #Emotions #

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